Sunday, March 25, 2007♥
Ku tgh Boring.Slalu sunday mcm gini.Boring boring boring.Bole giler.Its Mom torture day.Whereby my mommy used her wifey power(dats my father)to get us to do the housewerk.Which gets me crazy!She knows our weakest assetis dat we r scared of our father.But,not to worry coz i dun tink i'll be at home4 the weeknd the whole of april.Coz i joing this event opening of admiralty park shit ting.N they want me to be free the whole of april.Jus getting started wit the event managemnet tingy.Oh,ya i got a job at the coffee club n it starts tomoro.Kental rite?Ntahla wat to do.Better than nothing.Coz my luck to find a job seems so sway nowadays.Maybe bcoz tak sembayang.Wateverla.I Luv n Miz u ALLah.Will come back to U soon.:)
To all my ladies,please entertain me.Shook me up.I/m bored.:(
MuAckzLabels: My Lady in Distress On Beautiful Sunday
Tuesday, March 20, 2007♥
<>Ya,todae's post is called the ting abt ZIE.Boring rite?Wait till u've read this whole post then probably u wun want to talk to me again.I mean its your wish.This is my online diary.N i feel that my onli point of having a blog is to let myself out.Inspite of sharing it wiy u guys. First n foremost,pardon me wit my upcoming language.This is the real me.However,due to my respect to my ladies n guys out there, U WOULD NEVER SEE ME TALKING IN THIS KIND OF LANGUAGE (99%)unless...(1%)Of coz not all the tings abt zie r out in this post.I mean come on,all the bloggers might blog everyday abt wh they REALLY are online,telling people that they are actually this or that,like him or her,which n what.Bullshit.I believe every human being still have a secret within themselves even though they have a diary,an ONLINE diary like this or any bullshit.Only Allah knows whats inside them.However,jus let me tell u the ONE of those ting that u might not know abt me THESE DAys.Y these days?Coz my cursing spirit started again.I used to stop cursing or maki2 or scold bad werds eversince i go UMRAH.Funny?No.I was 14 dat tyme.Though it got worst eversince i joined this irritating poly n the unscrupulous Motorolan ladies (at night)...
The Real ting abt zie:she keep cursing under her breath though she smile at people at tymes.She can have extreme vulgarities underneath her inner self it will explode if u talk abt her God,mother,religion.family n THOSE frens that are DEAR to her.Watch out.(Badi eh?Cuak tak?jgn takut takde pape..bebual je)
Last thursday.Went 4 job interview @ bedok.Go back take 168.Wit 17 years old couzin.Sit at te back sit.Wit her.1 couple came.Sit 2 sits away from us.Budak2 YP.They look lie 13-14 years old.Still kids.Suddenly,kissing,hugging,mushi2 n all those nonsense.Chibai.Takde respect org pat belakang.Then,the gal put her head on the boy's pant.The boy unzip his pants.what the fuck.siang siul.kalo nk buat pun pegi berambus ah mane2 hotel ade.Bus reach tampines.Makcik2 naik.Double decker bus.Makcik2 senghaje/puposely sit in front of them i tink.they ctnue doing.the fucking bitch had no malu.press her head on the boy's pants.time is 4pm.not even night.Wat the fuck cn u say abt the muslim/malay societ in spore todae?where all those values gone to??where all those moral talk.sex youth forum,sex awareness programme,n those syarahan went to??to the ears of those aunties that are aging n dying in few years time?to the ears of those makciks that onli know how to talk bad abt other people's child??i am ashame to scold bad werds in my blog todae.but i am more ashame to think of my own people behaving like a motherfucker wit an age of 14 inside a public bus,duncare the elders or other races r around,bz satisfying their needs.i am ashamed.:(
But the story doesnt ends there.The makcik2 drop at tampines.The ass boy turn behind.He look at us as if nothing hapen.Then they ctnue do the disgusting tingy.Everyone was glaring at them.Butor.Takde adab.Nak ckp makbapak tak ajar,kadang2 makbapak ajar tapi budak2 perangai masih macam sial jugak.Smue besarkan nafsu.I mean,akupun ade matae,tapi kalo He dare to ask me for a BLOWJOB inside a BUS,i swear to myself i will give him 1 nice BLOW on his eyes if ihad the power to.Kalo tak,aku maki je muke die.They say,"aku punye kubur aku punye pasal ah"...mak kau punye laki Kurangajar.Kalo nk buat pun,jgn depan org ramai ah.Dah gian kape?Tak bole tahan lagi?Mampos ke kalo tak buat dlm BAS?? Lancau ah ckp diorang.
"£$%^&"£$%^&.......Ok enough2,cukup da maki2,mulut penat sial. Watewver it is, i hope that the authority (govt,social people,masjid,ustaz wateverla) have GOT TO DO SOMETING ABOUT IT.It tink our youth todae has gone from bad to double2 worst.Who am i to say so?I also might have done mistakes dat those youth done todae.But not to the extreme.I hope.Insyallah.N to those i love,my ladies,families,him,please dun these.Its shameful.It tarnish our religion n parents names.Astargfirrullahalazim.Once again 4give me 4 my outrageous,obscene(watever u call) it comments. Its just an explosion of what i felt inside.I pray to Allah things would be better in the future.Though i noe the chances are slim.......:(
No Kiss.MyLaDyiNsHamEnStReSSFuL MoOd.NiTeZ:(Labels: tHe ThInGs ABt ZiE(uNRaTeD)
Thursday, March 15, 2007♥
No,no,no..not me.But mummy.Wit who?Up 4 u to know lalala. Ya,my mummy is feeling distressed nowadays coz of someone. I see tears in her eyes this days.Thought of going ciow out of Spore for the whole week since its the school holidays. Hmm..Nant ku pikirkan dulu ya..Ciowciowciow
Can do anything abt the situation at home coz me no $$$. At least the last tyme when i was still an admin asst or a customer service officer, i still have some cash to bring my mom out of this Singapura to make her feel more tenang.Though, no cash flew in ma pocket till now.Even the event balloon tingy is also quiet.Senyap aje.Tomoro still find werk,werk,werk.....i'm in a deep shit.(Hp bills smue blom bayar !!)
Skul opening soon.Ku takde baju baru to pakai ke skola.Slipper da pecah.Bag da koyak.It makes things worst for a clumsy kid like me coz i am prone to break my things easily,wether its new or old stuff. However,optimism is my goal 4 now. Gonna find $$$ watever werk i have and finish up the holidaes doing someting meaningful.(other than watch movies hari2.)Oh ya,i'm a movie maniac these days...hehe,oh ya,go n watch Pursuit oF Happiness:cool,sweet,sedih,sad,meaningful n gives u lots n lots of MOTIVATION in LIFe esp..btol2 gee tak bedek:)
I like to confess someting here to.Though this is equivalent to my diary, i do not wish to talk anything about that TS boy here unless i cant help it.Bcoz he is unpredictable.(Today good,tomoro no good.Paham2 la eh.Tak paham tanye gee:) ) Though,sad to say have not been meeting him these days.Wait a minute.MONTH.Yeah,we never meet 4 1 month.Gerek tak?Ade matae mcm takde matae siak.Tapi takpe.Act saye pun malas nk jumpe die act.Lalala.I want to live my life as b4.No man exist.Try:)
Okla, ku nk cabot tido dulu.Niwae,where are all my ladies??Smue senyap je...:( To Rulz, nant aku da dapat keje in 3 days tyme aku contact kau kite klua k? Miz u n te rest many2:)
PiNk GoEs 2 SLeEp.Mu@cKz.NiTeZ:)Labels: NiTeZTRiViACaNnOtSLeEp
Sunday, March 11, 2007♥
I dun believe in beauty, I believe in charm. If u have charm n a big heart, u are mine.Regardless of sex n religion.How was that? Its for my frienster comments la..lalala..besok nk pi carik keje lagi.Dat day the werk ku da cabot...haiz ape nk jdi..skola nak bukak duit lom masuk..pokai2..ZieTePiG:(
No KiSs.StRess MoOd:(Labels: GiLa ThOuGhTs Of ThE Day
Monday, March 05, 2007♥
Malam ni nak start keje.Thinking over, i feel damn sucks werking at a factory again with an O & A cert in hand! Macam mendak ah keje factory. Meet new people,all the makciks and aunties and their stories,the horribles lead girls and snobbish supervisors that is giler target.But,tink over also i need the $$ and its just 1 month.Afterthat i ciow. Dapat duit blah ah. Sape nk keje factory forever. Watever..Now going for to teach tuition......Weeee..bzbzbzbzgee..Mu@cKz!!
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